I keep having vivid dreams. They just don't go away. I can't remember all of the ones last night but I remember having one that was really complicated and the only thing I really remember was Ethan Hawke walking around with two beautiful little girls. And then, I was putting together a fashion show I think? And one girl mentioned so-and-so's escort was hot as hell and for some reason my dream self got super pissed and ran to so-and-so's room which was conveniently left ajar. I slammed it open and my boyfriend was lying in bed with some chick. He covered his face with a blanket, with an annoyed expression on his face. I started screaming NO! over and over and over again and someone came behind me and picked me up and like threw me over a fence into some lot. I woke up wanting to cry. Wanting to SOB actually.

I think I want to get my hands on a set of tarot cards. But the only pack I have is incomplete...