Maybe that's what the weirdness is about. This limbo feeling of excitement versus anxiety about two really important things at the exact same time. I have the ultrasound on Tuesday where we will hopefully find out if we're expecting a boy or a girl. And maybe I'm just putting too much on this ultrasound. I keep waiting for it to really just get excited about being pregnant. And yet, I am excited just not all of the time. And there's the anxiety about the house and the money. My back is in serious pain and discomfort lately and I know that neither the growing baby up front or the mounting tension is helping.
I have a playdate scheduled for Thursday. I'm excited. I miss G. She's so cute. And I want M to have friends and such and N is adorable. He's sweet too so I think they're a good match. We're going to a park. Should be fun. She's dying to see the little belly.
Ok well off to bed. And hopefully I'll have some nice dreams. They can be weird just nice please.