I have somehow managed to lose my entire weekend with mindless activity. I seem to be quite adept at it.
Plus, I've been feeling so strangely. Like I have my period- but I don't. I get cramps and everything. It's really bad when I've eaten something. Care to diagnose me?
I hate this attitude of mine, when I should step up to the plate, I really just don't want to. I never want to do things I should. I appear to do things only as excuses for avoiding doing other things. But never in an order that saves me stress. Like, I could study for my final and so put off this film project tomorrow, but I'm not rational that way; instead, i have spent about the entire day on the Cartoon Network website, logged in and playing that damn game with the GToons. I know I'm 22 and it is for children but that thing's about strategy! And it's not easy! And it's so freaking addictive.
Ok I think I have dismayed myself into submission. Off I go.