But I have to wonder, what are some things that I can do to be a better wife and mother?

I think one of the easiest answers is to spend less time here. It's so hard though isn't it?? But I should go to bed earlier in the evening than I do. I realized this today. I hate being woken up my M. I think it would be so much better if I was already awake. I know the few instances that's happened, our mornings are so much better.

I need to be cleaner too, more organized. Somehow.

And I need to stop fucking school UP.

Ok I am getting disamyed so I'll stop now. Besides, my tummy hurts.